And I look, shítty today

Hmpf, I dont like it! I wanted to make something at polyvore.. I found great items, made an account. And now when I start the programme, and count till three, its gone! It just disappears. Ooh, weird...

Just wanted to let you know. But the solution isnt far away: my computer is old. He's like my granny from 93 years old :)

Okay, this granny is a little more cool than my computer.

Can you feel it

Sometimes you have a weird feeling. Its kinda hard to describe, but maybe you recognize this feeling: you want something. You want something really bad. It's not a bag, a dress or a yummie cookie. Its something you can not touch. You want it so bad, that you can only think about that the whole day and night. When youre sleeping, youre dreaming about it. When someone says a word that makes you think of it, you get totally quiet. You dont know what to say. And when someone says, hey, youre quiet! What's up? You dont know what to say. It's a weird feeling. It can make you happy if you get what you want, but if you dont get it, it can make you very sad. Or desperate. Because when the only thing you really really want cant be given to you, you get desperate. Because, for example, when the only thing I want right now is a cookie, and I dont get it, it makes me sad. And I think of it even more. It makes me feel like a nobody, because I want it that much. It's a weird feeling. I hope you dont have this feeling... I have this feeling for 2 years now, and I hope it will go away and that my dream will come true. Sometime.

Yeah Yeah

Yeah!

Finally, its weekend.. No more tests, no more stupid kids..

Just doing whatever I want. Okay, a little homework though. But the rest of the weekend I can do what I want. Mm, what will I do?

Oh right. I dont have a saturday. I play volleybal and I have to be there at 9 o'clock till half past 1. We have to do 'zaalwacht' ( I dont know what it means in english). It will be a long day for me! But when I take my mp4 with Lykke Li, Kate Nash, Black Kids and Blondie, I think I will survive ;)

And now I'm going to celebrate my weekend.

With a little bit of orange juice with lemonade and icecubes. And chocolate icecream, yummie :)

xoxox

Oh my gosh, I want this bag really really bad! It's so gorgeous. I can see myself walking through Utrecht and Amsterdam, New York, London... I think I will buy it, so I can stop daydreaming.

I'm a barbie in a barbie world

Hi

I found some nice oldies from barbie...

I made them with my little sister in the summer holiday.

We were so bored, and we couldnt think of anything else to do. So barbie it is.

Get me away from here, I'm dying

Hi

I dont feel very good today. It was not so cool at school. I feel very different, like I dont belong there. I was walking through the hall and people were laughing at me. Maybe because I didnt looked like them? Because I dont wear the same boring clothes? It can make me so angry. But when someone laughs, I dont know what to do. They dont even know me! I háte them. I just feel.. left. Or alone. I dont know. Its just no good. And to make it a little bit worse, my best friends sort of left me. Last year we were really best friends. We did everything together, at school and at home. We went shopping, doing a phótoshoot , sleepovers and much more. But now we are not in the same class anymore. She has made new friends. That I dont care, but she is just not talking to me anymore. It makes me feel so stupid. And I get only more sad when I see them together, doing the exact same thing I did with her. And she has changed. First, she was very sweet and crazy. But now she's becoming a bitch, and she thinks everything is weird. I dont know her anymore. I was so happy when I met her, finally, someone who is also like me! But now its gone. And I stopped fighting for her, because I know she dont wants me.

And there were new people on our school. They were laughing at my too, and they were looking at me the whole time. But not in a good way. I was wearing my moccasin boots. I have shoesize 42,5 (eur), and that's not very small, I know. And I heard them saying: 'Omg, she has very big feet! Iewl, she's ugly. And her shoes are ugly. All the people here are ugly!'. They dont know that Im very insecure. They could've made me cry.


xoxo

We've got fashion

Hello

You might not think so, but it's true, here in Holland we have a lot of fashion designers. Some of them are real celebrities. And not only here. You might know Jan Taminiau, Daryl van Wouw and Joline Jolink. All great designers with a great collection, you must see! And they are all 100%holland :)

And the AIFW has almost begun! Tomorrow will be the first show..

Here is a little profile of all the designers, so you get to know them well.

Jan Taminiau

Born: 14 september 1975

Style: romantic

Collection:

Daryl van Wouw

Born: 9 march 1977

Style: street

Collection:

Joline Jolink

Born: 26 june 1981

Style: basic

Collection:

Bye, xoxo

Looking, looking outside my window

Hi

Today I went to school.. As usually, it was very boring. I really dont like school. But I was so bored that I wanted to make some fun, so I asked my three friends to come with me to the toilet. We grabbed a chair and putted it in the toilet. We spend the whole break at the toilets.. but we had to be very quiet, because when someone sees you, you have to clean the whole school.. (including the very dirty toilets.) I had a stomachache when we came out there... It was so much fun. If I laugh everyday, it makes my life much better. Not that my life is bad or something :) So my advice: laugh. Really, it helps when youre feeling down.

Oh, and I forgot to tell: yesterday we went to my uncle and aunt. They live in a beautiful appartment in the center of Utrecht. They have a big window of glass at both sides of the rooms. The view from there is really beautiful!

the view by day

the view in the evening

xoxo

ss09

Ooh my god, I want it to be spring. I always like spring, with the birds, green trees at beautiful flowers! So I have some pics for you, from clothes for the spring (and summer). The clothes are from topshop and urban outfitters. By the way, topshop has a new collection! They have four and all with a different theme. I like Memphis. Very cute, take a look at www.topshop.com.







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Poladroid

Hello again

I found something cute: the programme Poladroid. Its free and easy to install, and you can have hours of fun with it! Just drag your picture to the camera, and you will have a polaroid. Just shake, and youre ready! It also gives the pictures a little vintage look.

www.poladroid.net

My Hero: Blythe

Hello :)

Im a fan. From a doll. But a very cute one, though: blythe. Maybe you have heard of her. Blythe is so cool. She has a lot of clothes, she can change her hairstyle every day, and she can change the color of her eyes! Thats something not everyone has. And she's pretty.

Here are some pictures of her. If you wanna see more, go here: www.thisisblythe.com.

the beginning

Hello :)

My name is Eva, and Im a 15 years old from Holland. I hope you all know Holland.. its a small country in Europe. And as many people think, we dont eat cheese all day long and we dont wear clothes from a 100 years ago. Its very modern here, but everything is small. I live in a small village. Its very boring here. So I decide to make a blog, for everyone around the world. I am gonna tell you all about me, the things I love, the things I , fashion, inspiration and ofcourse about Holland.
Some things about me:
Name: Eva
Age: 15
Birthday: december 14
I love: fashion, clothes, shopping, drawing, photography, sewing, painting, having fun, reading, magazines, spring, nailpolish, my computer (although its very old and ugly and slow), dogs, leather, vintage, bubbleblowers.

But now I have to babysit.
More news coming soon!

xoxo Eva